Silver Adept (
silveradept) wrote2005-05-02 10:34 pm
It's short, I swear.
I'm tapped out of my philosophy tonight. Nothing earth-shattering happened today. Although, I would like to make a tiny clarification, if you don't mind. No, I'm kinda glad I got that out of my system. It finally helped to put things into perspective. Maybe now that I finally have some idea of what I'm stressing out over, I can work towards personal growth and achievement. Seidaku says you must be this self-reliant to continue. (Sorry, Carmen. I just like the joke.) After all, there is an animation convention coming up in about ten days or so - with my trusty Morton's List, I can do anything. Hey, I convinced a female to let our group draw art on her - the rest should be easy, right?
Seriously. I have no revelation. (Strangely enough, that sounded like Jason, when he went as the iWhack. "I have no floppy drive!") Maybe that's why I've been such a waffle. It would seem easier to identify with a group of some sort, wouldn't it? It would be easier if I were one of those high-visibility differents. Ready-made community and all that. (Done that rant before, stopping now). Guess I just have to go out and... be myself. Those laughing in the back will be dragged out after class and shot. Repeatedly.
But just because I seem to be working out the kinks on this doesn't mean you still can't go back and add your own thoughts and perspectives on the matter. Multiple viewpoints are a goddess-send on complex issues. And now, to bed. Your friends list will thank me if I stop now.
Seriously. I have no revelation. (Strangely enough, that sounded like Jason, when he went as the iWhack. "I have no floppy drive!") Maybe that's why I've been such a waffle. It would seem easier to identify with a group of some sort, wouldn't it? It would be easier if I were one of those high-visibility differents. Ready-made community and all that. (Done that rant before, stopping now). Guess I just have to go out and... be myself. Those laughing in the back will be dragged out after class and shot. Repeatedly.
But just because I seem to be working out the kinks on this doesn't mean you still can't go back and add your own thoughts and perspectives on the matter. Multiple viewpoints are a goddess-send on complex issues. And now, to bed. Your friends list will thank me if I stop now.