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May. 11th, 2026 11:45 am
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One week after our epic drive to charge my car battery, it's flat again, even with the trickle charger installed. I got up early to take it down to the mechanic for its Warrant of Fitness, and nope. (So they came and collected it.)

Update: Apparently a new battery will hold its charge better, so. That. Plus they're going to replace the broken latch on the boot (AKA trunk), which will mean I'll actually be able to access it for things like groceries. Luxury! (Assuming I ever drive again, who even knows at this point.) Anyway.

At this stage it feels like my car is higher maintenance than anything else in my life except for my body. ;-p

Challenge 515: Avalanche

May. 10th, 2026 04:38 pm
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Our new challenge is:

AVALANCHE



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L&O season 3: Episode 6

May. 10th, 2026 06:52 pm
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This one's just bad. Not actively harmful or anything, it just doesn't make any sense.

Family Meal )

they're in trouble going forward

May. 10th, 2026 06:59 pm
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Yesterday, I made both these and these lemon cupcakes. I did both with a whisk and I liked that they didn't require the stand mixer.

The first ones were quite different than a typical lemon cupcake recipe - they had ricotta and honey in them, and I used this fancy lemon honey I had and I think that was a mistake. The cupcakes domed brilliantly, but had a weird aftertaste I did not like and the only thing I can think that could cause it was that honey. I otherwise used sour cream instead of creme fraiche, and olive oil for vegetable oil, but neither of those things should have caused the weird aftertaste. So maybe I'll eventually work my way back to that recipe (chosen because I have ricotta in my fridge that needs using up) and use clover honey and see how they are.

I think the second recipe is going to be my go-to for lemon for now. The batter is a super weird texture - it looked like curdled custard, or maybe bad cafeteria scrambled eggs - but the cupcakes are moist and lemony, though I guess the real test will be how they taste tomorrow, since if I'm taking them to work, I'll bake them on Sunday and bring them to the office on Tuesday, so they have to be good for that long. I made this strawberry cream cheese frosting this afternoon, but it wasn't stiff enough to pipe (not a euphemism) since I only used 2 cups of powdered sugar (and still think it is pretty sweet), so I just dipped the cupcakes into it. (I also did not make strawberry puree, I used 3 tbsps of seedless strawberry jam instead.) The tang of the cream cheese goes well with lemon and also helps cut through the sweetness of the frosting, so it worked pretty well, I thought. Next week, though, I plan to make strawberry Swiss meringue buttercream, which is much less sweet. We'll see how it goes.

I also tried to make homemade bbq sauce but I did not like how it tasted at all, so I didn't use it. Next time maybe I will try something that has no tomato base at all. Regardless, I cooked both racks of ribs and they were delicious and I will be eating ribs all week. I also made my own cole slaw dressing again, and this time I liked it better because I added onion and garlic powder - it is mind-boggling to me that the recipe doesn't include that and the first time around I just let it go but come on. Season your food!

So this weekend was delicious but so fucking messy - I ended up with egg yolk, bbq sauce, frosting, lemonade, and hot pork juice (not a euphemism!!! the ribs cook for 3 hours wrapped in foil and then for the last hour you take the foil off and it is a precarious situation!) on my shirt, but not all at the same time, thankfully.

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1) Today has been one of those "what is the point of anything" kind of days, but my current language challenge involves watching a lot of videos, which is sometimes doable even with a very low level of motivation, so I was watching one on emptiness and it inspired me to get up and steam some vegetables for dinner. (The guy is clearly selling something, but that doesn't make him wrong.) And when I was moving around I was like, "Wait, isn't this how I always feel three days before my period?" So I checked Garmin which hasn't synced in weeks and it was like, "Your period will start in three days."

being self-aware )

2) I've been enjoying everyone's posts about their life and times so much; it makes me want to share my own as a way of returning the favor. When I don't feel like posting I'll be like, "well, [this person] posted and that made me happy, so I guess I'll post too." It's nice.

3) The other day I meant to say, "if it's worth doing it's worth doing badly," but now I can't remember why. Oh, wait, typing that made me remember! When you care enough to cheat.

There's lots of helpful applications of the "it's worth doing badly" idea, from learning new skills to practicing something you've forgotten to awkwardly trying to do more than nothing in any situation that seems to call for it, even when you don't know what the best thing is. I have a magnet that says "just because you can't do everything doesn't mean you can't do anything." It's worth it to try even when you already know it won't be perfect, because A) plenty of imperfect things are wonderful ("two cakes!") B) almost all imperfect things are better than nothing, and C) making imperfect things can help you make better things (and/or make things better).

what even is cheating )

Anyway, that's Sunday for me.

surfacing, sort of

May. 10th, 2026 03:23 pm
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Dropped the condo price and had another open house yesterday. Two people came by. It only takes one but I am not at all optimistic.

At this point I don't know what to do.

oof )

We've had a lot of good lap time this past week. Well, "lap." Mr Tuppert does not Do laps. He'll flop over my ankle or curl up next to my shin, though, and will ask for scritches before catnapping. He missed me while I was gone. It's mutual.

Currently reading Murderbot, specifically Network Effect and System Collapse. A new one is out last week or this, and I preordered it as a last hurrah before I left. Still haven't gotten into Cameron Reed's new book. Maybe next.

This week: start looking for A Job Any Job; look into rental prospects; compact the stuff in the storage unit. Continue looking for A Real Job, continue practising and going to sessions, pet cat, feed self.

None of it was supposed to be like this.

Oh well.

"The release of all thought of an alternative to the present moment."

(I am not currently a danger to myself or others.)
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Fast block people

May. 10th, 2026 08:35 pm
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I spent most of this weekend procrastinating when I really should have been tidying up and vacation planning and all those things. Uugh. At least I met up with LB and my mom to finally do the pottery painting we gifted her for Christmas, I went for a walk, and I finally made a little bit of progress on the massive pile of fanworks I want to comment on.

A major part of that procrastination was watching round one of MCSR Ranked playoffs season 10, that was at least entertaining.
SpoilersI can't believe Hax is out! Got swept, even! Wow. First time he's not on the podium since he first played in the playoffs in season 3. And Doogile got reverse swept. Some bad luck involved in both cases (blinding to different strongholds from the same spawner?!) but also some bad decisions and that's just how it goes sometimes. Like when BeefSalad forgot to set a bed for a death reset xD
The Infume vs HDMICables match was my favorite, Infume with very clean wins except whatever the fuck that was in round 3 (both failed the zero, Infuse choked a one cycle and HDMI missed a perch), what an End, that was great xD I'm sad Feinberg vs Lowkey had to be postponed, but I do enjoy the "Feinberg finally made it to week 2" jokes.

But I'm definitely not "in" the MCSR fandom, that would be way too time-consuming, I just like the tournaments for the exciting sports emotions. And me putting on various MCSR streams in the background sometimes doesn't mean anything. Oh no.

Write Every Day: Day 10

May. 10th, 2026 02:50 pm
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Intro/FAQ


My check-in: Put the auction story on a back burner for now, because I probably need a long convo hammering it through with someone before I can go farther. Instead got down a couple of sentences of a drabble for my other auction recipient. (She says I can use multiple works toward her fill. I am not, however, planning on making the all drabbles, because there will need to be seventy of them…)


Day 10: [personal profile] sanguinity

Day 9: [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] dswdiane, [personal profile] goddess47, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] the_siobhan, [personal profile] trobadora

Day 8: [personal profile] acorn_squash, [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] dswdiane, [personal profile] goddess47, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] the_siobhan, [personal profile] trobadora

More days )


When you check in, please use the most recent post and say what day(s) you’re checking in for. Remember you can drop in or out at any time, and let me know if I missed anyone!

The Friday Five

May. 10th, 2026 02:19 pm
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Late, again, but who's counting? This is mainly for my newer friends.

1. What do you consider your current main fandom? (This can include hobbies and collecting. Anything you feel fannish about!)
Nothing right now, though I love LEGOs and have quite a few of them!

2. What was your first fandom?
Prison Break and Supernatural happened pretty much simultaneously. Though before actively participating in fandom, my first might have been Star Trek TOS. I even bought paperbacks people wrote in that universe.

3. Do you have any favorite headcanons or fan theories?
Apart from the brothercest vibes in both of the above fandoms? Ummm... since I'm more visually driven, in my headcanon the original Rhodey from Iron Man was never recast after the first movie.

4. Have you ever created fanworks?
Have I ever! Probably more than 50-60 stories for Prison Break, more than 100 stories/drabbles for Supernatural, and then there's Iron Man, Die Hard 4, Justified, Chuck, Burn Notice, and White Collar. Plus some 1-3 fic fandoms, mostly due to participating in past Yuletide challenges.

5. Are you still active in any old fandoms?
Not at the moment, though a future Yuletide could change that at any time? I still subscribe to the Yuletide pinch-hit list, as a way of paying forward the gifts I got from my first year of participation. I have a couple of unfinished Battle Creek slash stories I'd hope to finish someday, but I never even look at them anymore. :(

I do miss the excitement of fandom (though not the wank), but my writing has been channeled into LJ Idol for many years now. \o?

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Zhao Yunlan sprawled on a couch, grinning at his phone. The background shows a purple sky with stars. Text reads, "Slo-Mo Rewatch. Guardian - half an episode per week @ sid_guardian.dreamwidth.org"


Hi, welcome back to our Guardian drama Slo-Mo Rewatch! Watch half an episode a week, and then come and chat about it here in comments. Or you can just jump into the comments without rewatching, of course!

Here is the first half of episode 15. On to the second half!

Episode 15, from 23:56:

Summary: Guo Changcheng and the Regent reach the SID, where Chu Shuzhi promptly grabs the Regent by the throat, and Zhao Yunlan has to defuse the situation. Shen Wei arrives just as the Regent starts talking about the Dijun Register, and is all Envoy in his bearing despite his Professor Shen outfit. Da Qinmg almost spills the beans about Chu Shuzhi's background. The Regent grovels to the Envoy, who is furious - and then actually shouts at him when the Regent admits to losing the Dijun Register. Zhao Yunlan attempts to defuse things, is snapped at by Shen Wei, and has a bit of a brain freeze moment in reaction. Da Qing comes to tell them there'll be a surprise inspection at the SID by the Xingdu Bureau - and Zhao Yunlan on the spot decides that nope, he's going to Dixing instead. Shen Wei tries to forbid it, but he insists, waving off the danger.

SID members pointing at the camera


Zhao Yunlan learns about the passage to Dixing; then he, Shen Wei and the Regent go through. (Zhu Jiu has a new recruit, who watches them go into the passage.) Zhao Yunlan has visions of his parents along the way. In Dixing, he's surprised that 1) this looks like a normal town, and 2) it's dark, and learns about Dixing's lack of light. Meanwhile at the SID, everyone's preparing for the inspection, and they decide to have Guo Changcheng pretend to be Zhao Yunlan, so his absence won't be noticed. The commissioner arrives, and Da Qing is shocked to recognise him.

Quote:

Lin Jing: "Say, what do you all think they're talking about in there? Is the Regent saying our SID is incompetent?"
Sang Zan: "Incompetent?"
Wang Zheng: "It means slacking off."
Sang Zan: "We slack off all the time."

Detail:

My favourite little detail here is when Shen Wei invites the Regent to sit: the Regent starts sitting down, then straightens again and waits for Shen Wei to sit first! :D

Questions: Why didn't Zhao Yunlan tell anyone the Regent was coming? How much does he regret it, after Chu Shuzhi's and then Shen Wei's reaction? How hot is Shen Wei when he's being all furious at the Regent? And when he snaps at Zhao Yunlan, what's going through Zhao Yunlan's mind? What do the various SID members think about Shen Wei's behaviour when he arrives at the SID? What does Da Qing think about the way he tries to forbid Zhao Yunlan from going to Dixing, and wants to go alone? What do you think about the scheme to have Xiao-Guo pretend to be Zhao Yunlan? Which this your favourite part/scene/moment in this half-episode? Any favourite lines? And finally, any thoughts about how any of this compares to the novel?

(These are all just conversation starters - feel free to answer all, some, or none, and to say as much or as little as you like! You don't have to be keeping up with the rewatch to join in!)

Here is our schedule for the next batch of episodes - please do sign up to host a post if you can!
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[personal profile] bluedreaming posting in [community profile] fan_flashworks
Fandom: Hyouka (Kotenbu)
Rating: G
Length: 100 words
Content notes: canonically dead character
Author notes: The title is from Hallucinating in the Dark by Jin Haishu, translated by Simon Patton. In addition, REGISTER OF GHOSTS: HAI ZI gave me the idea to go in a ghosts direction, and Gentle Sentences on Winter’s “secret language” and CLOSING CREDITS’ musing on words/language made me think of Hyouka as a fandom due to Chitanda’s character.
Summary: What if Oreki could see ghosts? How would that (not) change anything?

Read more... )

Androgenous (Senior Poetry)

May. 10th, 2026 01:41 pm
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Ronald as a Dame

Bitter old wrinkled woman, scrutinizes… everything
Sits and stares into space, barely wondering, barely noticing,
Anything that does not coincide with her long memory,
Failing eyesight, or loss of hearing,
Lovely lady, walks with a cane
How young is she?
Possibly ninety-eight? Two lifetimes ago, is there anything
She hasn’t seen, she has slowly been accustom to change
Well accustomed, maybe over presuming,
One needs to unlock her ancient secrets,
Bitter mind, tight as a safe,
Who once might she have been?
No longer willing to touch anything,
Dying for human touch, wasting away

I have an old friend Richard
I see signs of rigidity set in
It’s not Rigor mortis,
But unwillingness to accept more change
He served in a war, lived two long lives,
Lived with the Eskimos,
Pedaling his a racing machine
Through wind and rain, raised two
Kids, when his first wife abandoned him,
Is done with reality, says the world today
Is insane, can no longer make senses of anything
No, it’s not Alzheimers, it’s long range resistance to change
To see the world he worked so hard to create, suddenly falling apart
Beginning to go down the drain, must be heart wrenching.
Refusal to take part in anything, and this could be him,
Sitting alone, ignoring the world, needing a friend yet not willing
And this could be him, aside from the obvious gender status
Looking at the world through old colored glasses, trying to forget everything
Trying to remember who and where he is, after going millions of miles,
Who cares if his only daughter associates as gay.
Who cares if we’re male or female at the end of our day?
We all identify as old, each in our own way,
So, let’s go 2+LGBTQ and sometimes Old, decrepit and old,
Those who society discards and throws away,
Once we reach that certain old age,
Unless we make centenarian
The we begin again
Like ancient peoples from a dying race,
Just hang up your shingle
“Gone fishing” ~psp


Ancient Battles

Send old men to war with their wrinklies and their warts!
With their bulging veins on those skinny legs,
With their bulging knees, and if enough
Of us stand up against the enemy,
We probably outnumber them about one to three.
Three of us and one of them.
The only way they’ll succeed is over our dead bodies
But Canada’s a vast country
The only way we can defend this expansive property,
The second longest border in the world,
Is by building a wall of China
Or a Mexican fence,
So how about we use our numbers,
To just make peace with our neighbors
Like Moses and Jesus told us.
Love thy enemy, love thy neighbor as thyself
This animosity has been going on since eternity
Survival of the fittest ape and humanity ~psp

dr. π (pi)
.

Boggled...

May. 10th, 2026 09:35 pm
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Just bought a new Lenovo 256GB Micro SD with adapter for £8.86, free postage - and the seller has lots of reviews from people who have bought them, so it appears to be legit.

They're here if anyone else wants one

https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/267648851977
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The Burning Man Regional Network provides a framework for people to organize events in their own community which provide a different local flavor than That Thing In The Desert. Regional events are more convenient to the community than getting yourself to the Black Rock Desert, and as a bonus your regular camping gear works. Regionals in the USA are often run by folks who regularly attend the main Burning Man event (AKA the Gerlach Regional Burn), and many of the attendees have been at least once.

AfrikaBurn is close-ish to the antipode of the Black Rock Desert. It's a challenge to make it to the other side of the planet, particularly on a With African salary rather than an American one, so very few locals I met have been to the big burn. Cape Town is about as far from Europe as Reno is, so a lot of the attendees flew straight south. I'd guess most of them haven't been to the Black Rock edition of the Burn either.

So it was with delight that I discovered that the Burning Man experience is able to replicate and spread mostly mimetically, without relying on constant physical couriers of culture. 2026 AfrikaBurn felt to me like I imagine Burning Man felt a few years before my first burn in 2004, before two decades of "next year was better" and one-upsmanship made much of Burning Man larger than life. Tankwa Town has a population around 10,000 and you can feasibly check out every the camp. Art at AfrikaBurn is human-scale, but could easily show up on the playa and fit in. The mutant vehicles are Burning Man quality design and craftsmanship, though they've only started to reach the "two decker mobile sound camp" branch of the evolutionary tree. More importantly, it's easy to catch a ride. Many Burning Man art cars are full by the time they leave camp these days, and many operators have a sense of Radical Self Entitlement that they made the mutant vehicles to get themselves around the playa, rather than Gifting transportation in a wild ride.

Not only was the culture of Radical Stuff Entitlement absent, the Burning Man culture of snark, deception, and trolling also didn't make it across the pond: everyone was quite genuine. Burning Man was founded by Cacophanists and pranks have long been a flavor of the Radical Stuff Expression, but I found it quite refreshing that no one stole any street signs, nobody claimed Daft Punk was playing at the trash fence, nobody's first instinct was to give wrong answers to questions, and nobody's art was making fun of someone else's art. The only satire I found was the Department of Homely Affairs, where I got my Tankwa Town passport and joined their role play of ridiculous government process and paperwork. That's the sort of straight-faced shenanigans that I love to see at a burn.

Oh, and even the desert was more polite. The event is two months later in the season, so the heat of the day wasn't as intense. We got a bit of rain, but the ground didn't turn to mud. The air didn't feel as dry, so I kept questioning if I'd really only drank one bottle of water that day. My suitcase is dirty from wind blowing dust around, but my old and fragile backpackers tent held out just fine, and I don't need to wash all my gear now.

So hey, jaded American Burners: if you think the Gerlach Regional has gotten to big and impersonal, consider a trip to Tankwa Town!

Nominations Query 1

May. 10th, 2026 01:22 pm
[personal profile] infinitecrabs posting in [community profile] doodle4doodle

Nominations have been open for a day, and approvals ongoing (as of the writing of this post). The tagset is looking amazing so far!!

This post is seeking information on a few of the nominations that have been made. Some tags get rejected prior to querying just so that new tags can be displayed. If a tag has been rejected to be queried, don't panic! I will add any tags that you need back into the tagset manually.

Tags to Query

  • Dorohedoro
    Hole/Holey (Dorohedoro)
    Risu's Curse/Curse (Dorohedoro)

    Nominator of Dorohedoro, could you confirm whether these are separate characters? Sometimes, people use the slash to mean 'either/or' and I genuinely couldn't tell if this was supposed to be a ship nomination, which would need a Group: tag, or a single character tag, that should be rephrased to make it clear that these slashes mean something different!

    Please let me know which way these tags should be read, and I will edit the tags and approve them into the tagset! Thank you. :D

    Edited tags to Holey (Dorohedoro) and Risu's Curse (Dorohedoro). Thank you, nominator!
  • 名探偵コナン | Detective Conan | Case Closed
    Setting: Dark (Detco)
    Setting: Dark!Main Cast (Detco)
    Setting: University AU (Detco)

    Nominator of Detective Conan, I need a little more information before I approve these tags. Is there a canonical "dark" or mirrorverse type of universe for Detective Conan, or is this entirely an AU idea? If it's an AU idea, is it possible that you could expand on your thoughts on what you'd want to request from these tags?

    Doodle 4 Doodle accepts short specific AU-like phrasing on specific character or relationship noms. We've never had them for setting-wise nominations, but I'm open to them! I think that maybe a few more words might be better here for these tags, especially if the setting does not have a canonical "university" or "dark" versions of the characters. We should chat about it a little bit, and if edits to the tags are necessary, I can do that before I approve them into the tagset.

  • Slay the Spire (Video Game)
    Creator's choice of character from another fandom as a Slay the Spire hero

    Nominator of Slay the Spire: this type of nomination goes under Crossover Fandom or Creator's Choice of Doodle since it involves more than one fandom. Would you like me to add this tag back in? And if so, which fandom would you prefer to put the tag under: Crossover Fandom or Creator's Choice of Doodle? Thank you!

  • Crossover Fandom
    Any Requested Character with Wings

    This isn't strictly speaking a crossover tag, since it's only involving one character from one fandom. Nominator, would you be okay if we moved this tag into the Creator's Choice of Doodles fandom?

Still Here

May. 10th, 2026 10:04 pm
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So, I’m feeling a bit better, but it appears all that stress led to me regulating my emotions so much that I kind of crashed when everything was done and dusted and my brain chemistry just went… weird. I had anxiety like I haven’t had since my teens, and felt kind of like I didn’t really feel anything much because I clamped down on everything, and now it’s slowly coming back in unexpected ways. Hope it’ll get better in summer, once my mother’s cataract surgeries are behind us.

As for work: I now appear to be the person in charge of infrastructure related stuff on the developer side, which is so not my cup of tea, but since I’m the one who has the time to try to figure things out, I’m the one doing it. I hate it, but someone has to do it, and I guess it’ll end up being useful someday.

I’ve got a small holiday between Ascension Day and Pentecost (to maximize my free time per holidays taken). If nothing goes terribly wrong with the first of my mother’s surgeries tomorrow, I’ll visit an old friend I haven’t seen in nearly three(!) years next weekend, so fingers crossed.

In other real life news: I did my taxes for the first time, and it was nerve-racking, but also exciting because I finally get to adult at 40+. It wasn’t mandatory for me, but my mother suggested I do it, and it was kind of exciting to be able to to it anyway, so I did it. I got my preliminary result in the mail yesterday, and it seems my mother had a point.

And last but not least: I started writing my last Fandom 5K story ever. I’m going to miss this exchange so much, since it’s pretty much the only one of its kind that I know of. I’m not confident enough for a 10k minimum yet, and I need a longer writing period and a general theme, so it’s my favorite after Yuletide.

... and now my cat came in to remind me that it's time for bed. Good night, y'all!

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