Sense, Nonsense, and Not-Sense

I think you're understanding quite well. Might be that I haven't found my niche crative outlet, either, and that when I'm happily corcheting or something, I'll feel better. It's more like knowing that for the things I do and like doing, there are always peopel who will be better. It's both a drive to improve and a depressing thought, that there's always someone better. I guess I see virtual worlds as a place where I can be the better person or at least equal with everyone else.