[The December Days theme this year is "Things I Used To Fully Believe About Myself." Some of these things might be familiar, some of them might be things you still believe about yourself, and some of them may be painful and traumatic for you based on your own beliefs and memories. The nice thing about text is that you can step away from it at any point and I won't know.]
#13: "I Can't See A Way Out Of This"
( When I uttered that phrase, I was suicidal, even if I would have denied it to you had you asked. That's the content warning, proceed at your own risk. )
This was the only entry whose position was fixed as soon as I knew what I was doing for December Days this year, and I did choose it specifically because of the associations with the number 13 in USian culture. It would have worked equally well in the four spot for other cultures' numerology.
#13: "I Can't See A Way Out Of This"
( When I uttered that phrase, I was suicidal, even if I would have denied it to you had you asked. That's the content warning, proceed at your own risk. )
This was the only entry whose position was fixed as soon as I knew what I was doing for December Days this year, and I did choose it specifically because of the associations with the number 13 in USian culture. It would have worked equally well in the four spot for other cultures' numerology.