Well....

[silveradept]

You know things are bad when even going to bed doesn't sound like it will solve anything.

So my life is a little bit problematic at the moment. I think it's hinging on the whole "Will I get a job that makes enough for me to continue with my schooling, and will I have to work into the fall and winter to be able to do so (the answer is looking more and more like a yes...)?" I guess, maybe the real question is "Will I be able to fulfill all the shit that I've managed to sign myself up for?" Because right now it's looking more than I'm the one who's going to crack before the world decides to let off some of the pressure.

Although, in perspective, Roommate N's graduating (if his final project is acceptable) and is having the same sort of problems regarding the job market, and he's got a degree. Even so, I'd like to think I have a small right to be nervous about my own prospects. Roommate S, however, has her summer prospects locked up, so I suppose I should be happy for that, at least.

Maybe it's because I have so many potential things to worry about that haven't managed to become actual or resolve themselves that I'm so worried about. Once, perhaps, they start falling into place, (In Goddess we trust, but a nudge here and there would be appreciated) I won't be quite so edgy.

I really need to stop being so nervous. It's putting a cramp in my style. Literally. I just picked one up while writing this journal entry. Owch.

Thus, even going to bed sounds like a bad premise. Although finals don't resume until Tuesday, I have two review sessions that I should attend tomorrow to ensure that I'm not going to get totally turned around my them. Finals right now are the most concrete things I have working for me. Hopefully by the end of those I'll have some other concrete things to work with. So, would someone kindly point me in the right direction so that I can find my happy life again, please?

Side, yet somewhat related note: torakiyoshi, would like to talk to you.

Comments

[warwulf.livejournal.com]

Hey, don't sweat it.

When everything seems like it's going wrong, there's nothing sleep can't fix. You wake up feeling refreshed. During your sleep is one time when your problems can't bother you. That is, once you actually fall asleep.

Plus, look on the bright side... things always work themselves out in the end. You just need to be optimistic about the whole thing. Focus on the good you have going rather than any problems.

Just remember... no matter how bad you have it, someone else will have it worse. =P

Best Regards
Nick

[silveradept]

Need some good to get going. I'm floundering a tad at the moment trying to grab one good thing out of the bunch. Maybe once one of those things resolves, then the rest will follow suit.

[torakiyoshi.livejournal.com]

Your wish is my command.

-=TK

[silveradept]

And we thank you for it, greatly.